guitar :)

guitar ; alat muzik bertali yg mengeluarkan bunyi bunyian yg sangat unik ! looooovee it ! XD

so, aku dah lama dah jatuh cinta dgn gutar nih. cuma belum ade semangat nak belajar jek. yeahhh, do know few peeps yg gila hebat main guitar tapi just mcm woahhhh ! best gila dorg reti main guitar ! keep adore and say woahh berkali2 until aku jumpa minah ni kat youTube, Syeera Sanders and I was like OMAIGODD ! gila best dia main guitar ! suara sedapp gilaa ! suka suka sukaaaa XD seriously best sgt lagu2 dia, umur die cm lbeh kurang aku jek kot, based on muke dia tp kot jek laa tau ! tp tatau laa kan kot lagi tua or lagi muda ke. wateva it is her voice was totally AMAZINGG XD and cm adore gila tgk dia main guitar tuh tahu tak ? cam best sgt bila reti main guitar nih okay ! and dia main macam senang gila !

Syeera Sanders ;)

so si Nureen nih pun dgn semangat yg berkobar2 nye pi kutip guitar dan try la main berbekalkan how to play a guitar yg dipetik dari youTube. wehh, nak tahu satu rahsia ? sakitnye tangan main guitar nih ! :'( plak tuh baru reti main bpe chord jek ! aigoo. nak main mcm Syeera tuh *gila tak sedar diri -.-" tapi takpe, bak kata ibu ; practice makes perfect ! :D sok main lagi, lusa main lagi, sepanjang cuti main main main okayy ! ohh yeahh btw, aku tinggal semua buku dan assignment kat bilik. power idak ? hahahhaha 

p/s ; jari mmg akan sakit for newbies, lama2 da kematu tak rasa pe dah ehh ;)

btw, sape2 ajar laa saya main guitar. puhleasee puhleaseee *_*

sorry :(

hari tu masa Vice Chancellor UiTM turun Sri Iskandar, aku dgn Arin semangat gila nak pegi ! semangat bukan sebab ape sebenarnye, nak main snap2 gambar syok sendiri jek. hehe. kami perasan ? suka hati laaa kan ! hahaha. okay, so aku pun pinjam hair clip roomate tersayang, TANPA KEBENARAN sebab dia da chow lebih awal. dlm hati pk, takpe Hani tak kesah punye. *dengan konfiden nye ! btw the clip goes perfectly with the blue baju kurung which i borrowed from Hani jugak *tapi dgn kebenaran okayy ! so aku dan Arin bergegas ke DSI baru dan sampai2 jek org da padat mcm tin sardin ! i was like watehel gila ramai org nak sticker bodo nih. then kena berdiri pulak ! lagi double watehel. xkn nak kena berdiri for the whole event kan kan ? so aku ngn Arin kluar pegi PI plak. lepaking snap gambar syok sendiri :) 

see ?! the hair clip fits in perfectly ! dushh ! lepas dekat an hour bergambar sume pergi la dkt DSI sebab nmpak dorg keluarkan belon byk2 ! gila ecited ktorg n cam kekanak rebena terus g serang sebab nampak macam dorg nak bagi jek belon tuh. plak tuh dapat plak kn ! suka nya lah hati ! XD hahaha sekali rupa rupanya kena lepaskan la pastu sekali ngn abg VC sekali. haduss. syg nye dkt belon2 tuh ! dan sekali lagi kami sempat bergambar okayy ! HAHAHA XD

gambar gedik2 saja. hahah. btw credit to Arin's phone n Amirul for the pixcas. haa ! perasan something tak ? the hair clip ! da HILANG ! MIA ! whuaaa ! gila mana kau pergi haa ?! aku plak noticed mnde nih da hilang masa kat bilik around 7pm cmtuh. punya la aku cuak, aku terus g balik tmpat2 nih n carik ! tak berani bgtau Hani ag sebab takut die mrh ke pe ke. yelaa. da la amek tak mntak izin, hilangkan plak tuh ! nureen nureen~ apa la hang bodo sgt dok tibai ja org punya tak mnx izin nih ! -.-" malam tuh pun carik lagi dgn Arin dan masih tak dpt dijumpai. sedih sgt sgt :'( so aku pun gtau la kat Hani. nasib baik si Hani nih baik hati lagi pemurah. takde nak marah ke hape. Hani syg, SORRY SANGAT SANGAT ! whuaaaaaa ! :'(

*pengajaran : NEVER take other's thing without permission. sekali lagi NEVER okayy ! janji tak buat dah wehhh !

kalau ade yg jumpa, pleasee pulangkan eh ? eh eh ? puhleaseee !

Back to December ;)

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life, tell me how's your family

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me

Still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side and

Realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night,

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and

I go back to December all the time

if you read this, then do know that I'd change it to ' Back to October', and I really mean it. I still mean it :)

backstabber ; FU*K YOU ! #2

I HATE BACKSTABBER ! 

PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ME ! 

kawan tak guna la kau nih ! -.-"

aku tak nak kawan dengan kau lagi dah ;

nuen.

falling hard

I put myself way too high and now I'm falling hard to the ground. 

Crying is what I hide and faking is my best part.

But still, I put on a fake smile and 

keep on praying things will no longer go wrong.

And now hoping is the one I do the best and praying is what I did the most.

May with this little strength left and the faith I hold,

one day He'll give me the strength to move on

or maybe He will lend me back what I have once lost.

it ain't easy being okay ;

 nuen .

would it ?

if I like you, would it be okay ?

okay such as you won't break my heart ?

would it ?

pixca of AC2Gs

superb hang out XD

thaipusamm ohh thaipusamm ! * ain't celebrating it or wat so eva okay !

 so AC2Gs having such fun with Miss Hani Laily yg gila sporting and those sponsored food etc ! bowling, picnic, splash there, splash here splash splash everywhere ! i was like OMJ these was soo fun ! XD . aimi had the food prepared ; mee goreng, karipap, jeli2 one two juss, sandwich, with the ikan, sotong, udang, sosej besar dan kecik to be grilled ! superb kan kan ? although there were some of us yg tak dapat ikut last minute, but then it was okayy. we'll always have next time aite ? so after lepak2, sand and water splashing fight, sejuk sana sejuk sini, we had off to jaya jusco pula. we are supposed to karok *karaoke to those who doesn't know :) but then everything was full ! thaipusam were for Indian's but then Malays and Chinese were celebrating it too ! sesak jaya jusco tu dbuatnye ! haihh -.-" so we roll some ball on a lane with few pins at the end of the lane. BOWLING ! okayy. aku tak reti berbowling dah ! :'( sedih betul ! hilang sudah angan angan utk menjadi pemain bowling negara ! * perasan ;p

but the fun we get was far too much than we could imagine. it was quite a long time since my last such fun beramai- ramai, and I'm touched for those who are willing to come over and hang out together plus smiling cheering splashing and especially for giving me courage to drive ; anep, atul, aimi, ya, tira, bella, thanks :')

thanks a lotx u guys.

so, here is a letter for AC2Gs ;

Dear AC2Gs,
you guys were great friends. I love youu :) I really hope that we'll stay this way forever instead of end up pecah belah wat so eva. please never be a kawan makan kawan and pencuri okay ? please bersama2 tak kira apa okay guys ? us were fun together. thanks for cheering me up. and huge thanks for supporting me, reminding me, and being there for me. it felt such as you guys were my family :)

aimi atul ada mun syuk besar capiq ila mas azira ada ya tira bella aneh aneh paknil anep syuk kecik bboy lutfi amad amer acap  daus khairul aznil julie nad syikin unie azu farid miha elia amer izan

sincerely,
nureen afiqah :)

*photos will be uploade laterr ;)

Dear things around me

Dear things around me,

Would you guys with cherry on top be nice to me ?

I'm afraid I can't handle things anymore.

Dear things around me,

Could you guys please be okay for once ?

I don't think I have the strength anymore.

Dear things around me,

Would you guys with sympathy make things a little easier for me ?

I'm losing my grip nowadays

Dear things around me,

Can you guys stop remind me of him forever ?

I couldn’t do it no matter how hard I’ve tried.

Dear things around me,

Could you guys please help me to be a strong girl ?

I cant force myself anymore.

Dear things around me,

Would things really get better ?

Because I cant seem to see the real happiness anymore.

Faking is what I do the best everyday.

Dear things around me,

Help me please ?

catatan

korang boleh kutuk aku, aku tak kesah sebab aku boleh kutuk balik atau gelak2.

korang boleh pukul2 aku, aku tak kesah sebab aku boleh pukul balik.

korang boleh cakap aku bodoh. takpe. sebab aku memang tak pandai pun.

korang boleh cakap aku buruk rupa. aku boleh terima.

korang boleh perli aku. korang boleh gelakkan aku. aku terima. aku gelak balik.

satu je aku mintak. jangan cakap pasal dia. jangan kenakan aku pasal dia. 

jangan main main kan aku pasal dia. 

tolong la. ini je aku mintak. JANGAN.

im not that strong, nuen.

you

you can no longer be seen,

no longer be hear,

no longer be talk to,

you are just too far away.

you might never realized,

that you mean the world to me,

you are a part of me,

you were my everything.

but now that you are not with me ,

it hurts so much that I can no longer cry,

and that hurts even more.

then everything started remind me of you,

the stars we've been gazing to,

the drinks and foods we've been sharing,

the songs we sang together,

the song you gave me,

the words that used to comfort me,

it hurts to realized that you are too far away,

it hurts knowing that you are no longer with me,

it hurts being alone without you,

babe, hear me,

it hurts too much.

and now you are happy with her beside you,

your new sunshine,

so I ain't gonna be there anymore,

I ain't exist for you ,

I'll be dead somewhere for you to know,

I'll stop bugging you,

I'll stop seeing you,

I'll stop calling you,

but I ain't stop loving you,

I cant stop missing you,

I cant stop thinking bout you.

forgive me for being who I am,

do look for me somewhere between the dead,

I'll be there as long as you want me to.

just so you know,

you are safe.

you and who you used to be are safe inside me.

it is good that you've changed,

then no one will get the YOU whom I had,

and I ain't letting it go,

even if there is some one new,

you are always safe,

inside me,

deep inside you are always there.

I've always believe that you'll be back,

I believe that you are still there,

I do believe it,

and so I wont let you out of me.

babe, know this,

I love you,

I missed you,

I need you,

so I'm keeping you in a box deep inside my heart,

and locked it so that it will never fade,

Dear God,

please make my dreams come true,

let there be a second chance and,

lend me back what once You've lend me ; 

you .

backstabber ; FU*K YOU !

backstabber tu ape ? they are mean, heartless, shameless, yg less less sume bagi kat dorang la ! grrr. sangat geram ngn dorang. bayangkan laa. kita da kawan lama okay ! duduk satu bilik / satu dorm. share food sama2, tido satu katil satu tilam sama2, pergi dining sama2, pergi class sama2, gossiping, story telling, bed time storying every night, nangis sama2, study sama2, make up sama2, saling membetulkan tudung masing2 and so on, sekali jadik backstabber ? oh ! WTF ?! kenapa macam nih wahai kawan ? 

kau lupa ye aku tempat kau mengadu n kau tempat aku mengadu. kau lupa ye yg dekat kau aku cerita segala sedih duka lara wat so ever. aku ingat kau kawan. you were my shoulder to cry on. lupa dah ye ? tiba2 kau buat mcm nih ? hailohh. the main question is WHY ? klu la aku dapat face to face dengan kau, mmg aku nak sgt tanye kenapa kau buat mcm nih. kenapa depan aku baik sangat ? kenapa tak bgtau ? kau tau perasaan aku cane kn ? aku dah cerita. kn ? so kenapa buat aku mcm nih kawan ? ikut hati nak tanye jek. tapi aku xnak. sebab kau kawan aku. aku nak yg terbaik utk kau. lagipun aku sayang friendship kita. kita siblings sepatutnya kan ? fine. kau happy kan dgn dia ? dia pun happy dgn kau. pergi lah korg. just aku tak boleh nak rapat dengan kau lagi dah. sorry BFF. sekarang kau cuma kawan biasa saja. friendship kita tinggal yg biasa2 saja :(

yg lagi sorang ni plak perangai busukkk gila ! hadoi.  dari dulu lagi aku tak suka kau. tapi aku takde la nak benci kau sgt sgt. tapi bila kau buat kawan aku mcm nih, mmg aku hangin satu badan la ! tapi tak la sampai nak pergi serang kau wat so eva. sebab kau tak buat aku kan. aku pun malas nak cari musuh since lama lagi nak stay sini kan. so aku diam dulu. tapi kau jangan ingat kau boleh senang la perempuan. orang2 sekeliling kau dah mula nampak perangai buruk kau. hati kau yg busuk tu dorang da boleh bau dari jauh n dorang da mula ignore kau. sedar tak ? dorg dah kutuk kau. cuba kau fikir, kau lama lagi kat sini kan ? agk2 mcm mana kau nak teruskan dlm keadaan ramai yg tak suka kau ? yg kalau boleh xnak kawan dgn kau ? nak jauhkan diri dari kau ? kau tak sedar lagi ke weh ? ni budak yg kau aniaya nih, sedar tak dulu dia yg selalu ade utk kau. die yg dengar mende merepek haram jadah yg kau bebel yg bosann gila yang membe lain tak kuasa nak dengar. die sabar jek tau. kau tak sedar kan ? hey perempuan, back off lah. aku benci kau. dia benci kau. kitorg benci kau okay ! and kalau boleh tak payah nak kutuk belakang sangat lah ! kalau tak suka aku cakap je depan2. nih depan aku bukan main baik siap peluk bagai. diam jek tak cakap pape pun depan aku. sekali belakang aku ? puhleaseee la perempuan. aku tak rugi tak kawan dgn kau. kau yg rugi sekarang sebab dah hilang ramai kawan. 

conclusion : don't be a backstabber. karma will surely hit you back and you'll be hurt even more. and when the time comes I won't be there anymore. I forgive but never forget.

amarah menguasai, nuen.

farewell 2010 :)

so, awal 2010 aku kerja dgn Che kat Melaka, kerja kt UiTM Lendu sbgai pekerja Cool Blog ! mmg best sgt kt sana ! dpt pegang duit sendiri, kerja penat2 smpai malam and at the end of the month achieve target. happy tau ! semangat nk kerja ! then dia datang dari Kedah-Melaka naik LC merah *i know i shouldn't talk bout this or even remember anything bout it. but please let me just for tonight :') he was there for 4 days klu tak silap. first time rasa jaga mkn minum dia, mcm husband n wife gitu ! *gatal gile :p this was the best moment I've eva had. aku hargai gile usaha die dtg dari jauh, taktau la dia tau ke tak, tapi mmg aku hargai gila. ktorg tak gdo pun ! kejut dia bgn pagi2. buatkn dia air, ngee~ it was so warm that time.

 mase amek result spm, cuak gile kot ! dupdap dupdap jek ! alhamdulillah result okayy. thank you Allah :') berhenti kerja on April 2010. pastu dok rumah makan tidur tgk tv message call n buat hal again and again. I was never a good daughter however. oh yeahh ! jgn lupa berbukit merah dgn Munie, Emy dan dia ! superb gila masa tuh. he never failed to be there :')

 so masa dpt tau dpt UiTM Seri Iskandar sbnye aku frust gila ouhh ! sebab kat Perak lagi ! plak tu dpt course accounting yg mmg aku tanak !  haihhh. tapi pastu okayy dah sebab dekat ngn dia kn ? winkkwinkk ;) *gatai lagi :p masuk2 UiTM at first was just okayy. nothing much. but then things get better with those friends around me :D roomate ; Arin, Mimi, Anis yg gila2 dan sekepale *but still there are time when my wanted siblings were the one i need the most :') classmate yg sekepale jugak dan gila2 jugak ! and I was so excited when I found out that everyone knew everyone ! Ipoh ni kecik jek okay ! hahaha. walaupun da masuk UiTM and dia da masuk poli, still kyte same2. dia tetap datang dari kedah just to met me. walaupun kejap tapi still jumpe. then kejap jek masa lari, dah final exam ! gila terkontang kanting jwb exam sebab emotion tak stabil. but I guess He was there for me since I end up getting a good result. alhamdulillah skali lagi. thank you Allah :')

habis sem satu sudah. lepas tuh buat apa ?? duduk rumah makan tidur tgk tv facebooking blogging koreaning menangis *ouh how pity I was -.-" shopping baking kena marah nothing interesting.

but still, sedih sebenarnye nak lepaskn 2010 nih. n entering the new year differently alone. geez. ohh and another thing is that I've lost dia. the worst thing that happen this year -.-". sedih ? sgt sgt. frust menonggeng ? ohh bkn takat menonggeng berguling guling siap ! empty ? everyday. sbb tu aku tak sabar nak masuk UiTM balik nih ! hahaha. tapi life must go on kan ? klu sabar, nanti mesti ade hikmah ! fighting ! nureen kuat ! i whispered everyday. InsyaAllah I will be one day. kan ?

so, semoga 2011 be a great year for me. please be. I'm hoping for that ! and bye 2010, I'm not gonna remember you since you ended up sadly. but i'll keep in mind not to repeat the same mistakes. bubbye ! XD