Tuesday, May 24, 2011

spill

i need a place to spill. and i decided to spill everything here. sebenarnya these things i wanna write is kinda personal. so kalau tak nak baca, sila sila lah pangkah pangkah saja ye ? thanks .

sumpah, I cant stand these anymore. I know it was me. everything was my fault is it ? Im facing the most hardest battle within myself and all I need is a little support. yeahh. that support that you should give but you never did. I guess u cant see the pain Im going thru eh ? you cant see im crying like hell deep inside. you cant see how my heart was broken again and again. you never see ME .

I never have a person that is close to my heart. the one that i really can talk about everything. the one that i can spill about my parents, my friends, my self, everything. then YOU came. the 1st person who i really did open my heart to. yes, i let you in. the very 1st person. and now you're gone. it is that i was cold before, and with you i felt warm, and now it was colder.

semua org cakap come on, move on la. dah laa Nureen, jgn fikir. easier said than done weh. but still, I wont blame you guys. bila korg dah kena korg tau lah. arghh. nak nangis lagi. patheticnya aku. 

kuatlah hati. kuatlah :'(



oh oh oh oh
Baby I'm missing you 

Things'll never be the same without you... 

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me 

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself 

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry 

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself 

I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There's just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you 
oooh ohhh
oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby

missing you - 1st Lady

sumpah, i miss you like hell. im losing grip. im losing myself .



3 comments:

  1. meh spill n muntahkan sume tuh kt kite ok syg? kmu jgn sedih. kite takleh la tgk mmbe kite sedih mcm neh. kite syg kamu. kite taknak kmu sedih2 mcm neh. ye, kite phm prasaan kmu syg. kite takleh nak tlg kmu. tpy kmu kne kuat tauuu yunk ?

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  2. break ups hurt but losing someone who doesn't respect you is actually a gain, not a loss.
    sometimes looking back on what you had, motivates you to keep moving forward. there's a reason why u left, keep going.
    moving on is like a bitter vegetable, it doesn't TASTE GOOD but it's GOOD for you.
    sometimes life doesn't go according to our plan. it definitely has to go according to God's plan.
    i love you more my dear :')

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  3. thanks syg :D do not worry. im all okay ! hee :D

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