di malam hari

2:03 AM
mood : beron ngn sepupu mulut mcm hape ntah


malam nih sgt tak best ! grrrr. rasa nak lempang laju laju si sepupu tuh. sibuk tanya tanya soklan mcm tuh pahal ?? hilang kan mood haku nak berfacebook jek. fuck =..= kan dah mula nak mecarut carut nih. haihh. sabar sabarr. okayy. satu dua tigaa, SENYUMMM :D


so, hari ini hari Jumaat. ehhh, silap silap. dah hari Sabtu dah. smlm Jumaat. so, smlm kami sefamily berpizza hut ! whooot ! i loikeee ! lama sgt dah okayy tak mkn pizza nih ! dpt sekali mende masala dgn supreme mende ntah tuh tapi yg penting sedapp ! woahh ! kenyang babe ! burrrppp ! alhamdulillah !

tadi, tiba tiba ade la sorg nih IM aku. berbunga bunga dah hati nih masa nama dia appear ! tatau nak habaq lagu mana dah ! ikut hati nak jerit gedik cam dlm entry yg nih ! tapi coverr ohh. bukan nak cover dari org ke ape. tapi nak jaga perasaan laa konon konon nye kan kan. hahaha. tapi kan, tiba2, tiba tiba jek dia cam hambar. then tiba2 cam tak best terus dah ! tiba tiba jek nih ! di luar dugaan nih sebab dia jenis happy go lucky jek tau tau. so, aku dlm keadaan terkesima mengambil keputusan mendiam kan diri terus. duusshhhh. bukan sng nak dpt IM dgn dia tahu tak ? selalu nya stalk dia jek ngn usha dari jauh jek. alaaa~ sedih nyee :'( frust tertonggeng tonggeng dah nih ! whuaaaa ! ape laa kau nih. garang sangat ! dgn Arin elok jek sembang biasa2. haihhhh. Arinaaaa ! tgk laa dia tuh ! whuaaaa ! :'(


dah laa. nak tacing sorang sorang. makan hati limpa jantung sendirik jek ! huhh. begini laa nasib~

nak jugak upload gamba berpizza hut ! sedappp ;9

sekarang dah 2:23 AM.

lambatnya masa berlalu~

BAGUSSS ! :D

pissed off.

ASS OFF FUCKER .

it's my fucking privacy, my fucking past, my fucking business.

so just stay away and fuck off.

Jual ikan = selfish =.=

Masa zaman sekolah rendah dolu dolu , aku ingat selfish tuh jual ikan. Maklum laa. zaman kanak2 rebena kan, tak bape nak paham ag menatang english education nih. Hehe. Tapi rupa rupanya bukan jual ikan laa. PENTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI laaa. Ohhhh. Okayy. Tau dah ! :D

So, what’s up with this selfish thingy ehh ? tarapapa pun sebenarnya. Saja jaa dok gatai nak cakap cakap pasal nih. Hmm. There are a few of them yg gilaa selfish. Langsung tak kesah about others. Janji sendirik lepas sudah. Hello brother ! mcm S*AL la kau ! oppsssie ! tak baik ckp S*AL S*AL nih ! okay okay. Tak cakap S*AL tak cakap S*AL. Tak S*AL pun ! okayy ? =.=

Agknye org yg selfish nih tak terlintas ke dlm kepala hotak dia nak jaga hati org lain ? apa yg dia buat tuh susahkan org ke idak ? tak pikior ke yop ? duss dusss. Tak payah cakap org sgt. Ade time aku pun sama. Okay. Tutup cerita.

Ehh, tapi nak cakap jugak sikit ! sikit jek ! puhleaseee ? okay eh ? haaa. I loike ! :D hahahaha

So, berbalik kpd kes org yg pentingkan diri nih. Terkadang terpikir juga, dorg agknye tak perasan kot yg dorg selfish. Kan ? yelaa, they’ve been up to who they think they are and who they are comfortly since like foreverr and for them it was like ‘alaaa. Ape nye ? I’m being myself okay !’ yelaa. Tau laa ape ape pun kena jadik diri sendirik. But still, others have heart. Others have their own responsibilites and so on. Not to entertain you alone dear selfisher selfisher seantero alam oi.

Haihh. So nasihat kepada selfisher di luar dan kpd diri sendirik jugak, stop thinking bout you and only you laa weh. think bout others too. Okay ? kasihani la orang sekeliling yg turut terkena tempias kesan daripada sikap pentingkan diri anda itu okay ? haa ? apa dia ? Tak okay ? tak okay tuh lantak kau laa. nanti klu org lain dah fed up ngn kau baru tau ! bila semua dah malas nak layan kau baru kau sedar ! haaaa. masa tuh baru la terhegeh hegeh nak berhenti dari uitm. Oooppsssss ! terlepas ! my bad. Esh esh esh.

*tengah tension study FAR nih. Esok TEST ! grrr. FAR nih pun selfish jugak ! =.=

*by the time aku post nih dah lepas TEST FAR dah. gilaa lah. soalan mcm cibai ! grrr. GERAM SAYA !

like is ain't love you olls !

wah ! comel gila gambar dia ! aaaaaaaaaaa ! *jerit gedik =.=

tuhh tuhh. mamat yang tuh haa. gilaa kacak ! auwwww ! I like !

aisehh. dia pandang sini la plak. cover cepat cover cepat ! *senyum manjaa =.=

haa. hari ni dapat jumpa dia sebab class gabung ! *berbunga bunga!

okayy fine. I know it was like euuuwwwwww. gedik gila ayat2 kat atas nih ! erkk ! but hey ! it's reality okay ! and it's a girls talk ! like gyeeaaaahhhh. it happens ! kan kan ? jgn tipu cakap takde tau tau. tak baik ! haha


well, mostly us girls pantang if there is a nice hot guy, with 6 packs *HOT , yg gilaaa cute, handsome, looks kinda sweet. or even if a nice good looking guy came to give a hand when a book fell down *mcm dlm drama :p or being nice to us. of course we'll like, ' ehhh, he is sweet laa. jarang ade lelaki mcm nih dah. ' *padahal mende biasa jek  =.= 


but ehhh, BUKAN SEMUA. not all of us are like these okayyy. just minority I guess. mostly kot. erk. maybe just teens. kan kan ? old folks is ain't gonna scream like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! unless if there is something else like buaya or wat so everrr.


btw, my point is not to criticize these girls because I AM ONE OF THEM okayyy ! haa ! pengakuan berani mati nih ! because it is just fun to scream gediksly and feeling the excitedness and being like soo happy at that moment till you can smile all day long sampai lenguh2 pipi semua ! hahahahha. 


okayy. back to the main point. what I am trying to say is, this is call LIKE or liking a person or feeling happy with a person or like his physical appearance or simply just liking a person. bak kata omputih suka suka saja laaa. takdak dok cinta cinta ehh. tau idak ? takat suka suka jak pon ! 


haaahh ! this is NOT love. this is NOT desperadoo. this is NOT layan semua lelaki. okayy ? understood ? it is just liking. gedik is okayy laa since it is gedik to scream aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !! when you saw his picture. so, okay finee. gedik is acceptable la =.=' . but when a person was like ' eee. kau nih desperate sgt ke ? ' erk. inchikk ! this is ain't desperate la inchik ! this is liking ! SUKA ! it is just for FUN. takda kena mengena antara yang hidup atau meninggal dunia ! erhhh =.=


some girls, yeahhh. they already have their beloved boyfie and still admire someone else. but heyy. it ain't looove dude. it is just liking ! deep down in their heart,there is always that special someone. before they get into bed it is that special someone that they think about. when hard times or good times come, it is that special someone that they wanna share things with. suka suka tuh takat suka suka jek laa. tapi dalam hati cuma SI DIA sajaa ! auwwwww ! hahahaha ;D


so pleasee puhleaseeee don't judge a girl who likes a boy as desperate or gatai miang or layan semua jantan or wat so everr. naaahhhhhh. bullshit. it is just liking la you ollss. i like you. it is not i love you or i want you or i need you. okayy ? chill la babe :D

curi curi snap this picture when I'm on my way to class 

because i love the colour of their shirt ! chantek laaa ! 

abg ! pinjam baju bolehh ? wakakakaka XD