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Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang itu, kalau seseorang itu tidak mengubah nasibnya sendiri

a person i know told me this. i was complaining about what i've become n how i hated my self and so on. i need some one to be there and remind me what i should and shouldn't do. i am that person who'll easily influenced by those around me. i keep on trying and failed too many times. there are times when i think i couldn't handle all these test anymore. but then i remembered reading a book which says ;

one will rewarded through how he faced his test. if he was pleased and patient, then Allah will pleased him. but if he was angry, restless, impatient, then Allah will wrath upon him.

and a friend of mine keep telling me that

good things come to those who wait patiently and prays

and here are some more :

orang yg berakal berbuat sabar pada hari pertama ditimpa musibah, sedangkan orang yg bodoh melakukannya setelah beberapa hari berlalu

okayy i belong on those who are stupid =='

see, it ain't easy to be good. it will cost you hell to change. the hardest battle is when you're against yourself. to be what you are not. to change who you are since you can remember. to be a better person though it hurts so much. it ain't that easy. never was and never will. you've been who you think you are for quite a while, been too comfort with it since like forever, and suddenly knowing it wasn't the way it should be. it hard. yes, it is damn hard. there are times when you just wanna give up. but think again, give up and end up in hell ? is it worth it ? or having such pain as hell to change and end up in heaven ? now that sound good. 

Turn to Allah. He’s never far away. Put your trust in Him. Raise your hands and pray. Ya Allah, Guide my steps, don’t let me go astray You’re the only one who can show me the way.

TAHNIAH HARIMAU MALAYA :')

Malaysia menang Suzuki Cup AFF 2010 ! gila kembang bangga jadik rakyat Malaysia ! yela, sebelum nih ramai yg kutuk player Malaysia itu la ini lah. tak kena lah. macam2 ! kesian dorang kan sebenarnye ? even aku sendiri malu bila baca paper player kita kena balun habis habisan. isk isk isk. kesiann~ tapi sekarang dorg da naik balik kan ? even better ! zaman kegemilangan Mokhtar Dahari bermula kembali kah ? alhamdulillah klu mcm tuh ! kan kan ? :D lepas ni boleh masuk World Cup dah la ek ? hahahaha. sikit lagi Harimau Malaya, sikit lagi ! so, you guys deserves a standing ovation and a round of applause. you guys make me PROUD :'D

Mohd Safiq Rahim

Mohd Safee Sali

K Rajagopal 

Mohd Muslim

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Tahniah Malaysia :D

bajet LARI ! =.=

aku da siapkn bajet for the whole cuti sem since before the holiday started. so walaupun tak kerja masa cuti nih *papa yang tak bagi okayy ! tak rasa sesak sgt since duit ptptn baru masukk, still have a lotx of it sebab ptptn dpt da nak end sem kan. so pegi mane2 pun tak pernah tak cucuk dinding dan tak pernah tak keluar duit. keep on spend and spending and spent ! sampai la semalam. rasa mcm da byk sgt aku beli nih. so did a list of what i bought with the whole price and so on, and guess what ? OVER BAJET SUDAH ! damn it ! cehhh. i can plan tp tak buat ikut plan. tak guna jugakk kan ? hailohh hailohh -.-"

so i rechecked what i am supposed to and not supposed to buy, so kalau ikut hati all of it is a must ! hahaha. hati penuh setan yg ajak beli mmg lahh -.-" berapa banyak spend ? ok, aku da belanja RM700 for benda tak penting and after deduct belanja yg patut for the first month, all that is left is only RM70 ! hamekk kau ! haha. so, no more buying, no more spending, no more i think i need this, no more i think this will go great on my closet or this would go fabulous on me, and what so ever ! haiyakkk ! kena lebih gigih menahan perasaan ingin membeli okayy. sgt sgt perlu lebih gigih !

so for the time being, everyday is a no shopping day. and just now i notice that i never have enough closet to fit all those shirt ! gila mampat closet aku ! need to squeeze all those shirt and need to push it when i want to close the door ! hailohh. gimana ini ? too many shirt is it ? but i just give away some of it to others the other day. plus there are some which have it own valuable memories, the one which i bought with my first salary, the one which my ex gave me, the which my che bought for me. ouhhhh, sayangg la nk buang ! :(  

will i one day end up like this ?? walawehh ! byk nye baju dia ! hahaha. nih pun aku rasa nak beli t-shirt utk kat rumah. asyik baju yg sama jekk. bosan dah nih. hehe. plus i wanted to buy a cameraa so badly ! just checked up on on of nikon ke canon entah but it was just about rm600 ! nak beli ! and i do need a new mattress sheets since my last bought it was on this awal tahun. and also need a new sandal laa. hailohh ! is it shopaholic ? it is the things that i need am i ?? or it is just me who were never thankful enough ? ke aku memang cepat bosan ? or aku yg tak creative to create a whole new thing ? arghh ! HELP ME !

* all pictures are credited to Mr. Google :)

knight in shining armour come to the rescue ! again ! :D

again, electric kt uma aku buat hal. ape kne ntah lampu asyik liplap liplap. so papa sekali lagi call mr knight. die pun dtg dgn motor die, broom brooom brooom. sampai2 check punye check punye check ade mnde terbakar and so on bla bla bla * i dont talk electricity thingy and tadaa ! sume kembali seperti sedia kala ! ouhh ! you save my life again ! thanks ouhh :D

thats him alright ! :D

here is a secret ; he has been my knight in shining armour since like 2006 ! XP