could time slow down ?

so that 2nd August won't come ?

and so that 22nd October will never come ?

I really don't wanna go through it.

please.

I am not ready yet.

Ya Allah, pinjamkan kekuatan. Ameen.

words describe me.

I used to have the feeling yg bila tengok kat quotes or words, it is exactly how I felt. but then I just cant say it ! mcm, haaaa ! that is WHY ! korang tak pernah rasa ke ? tipuuuuu. pernah kan ? okay okay. selalu kan ? these are among of them. saja nak share ;)

I'm that person everyone replaces after a while.

It's so hard to believe how much can change in a year.

 this time last year things was completely different.

 I was completely different.

Growing up isn't as fun as I thought it'd be.

Your college friends know who you are but your high school friends know why.

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person.

But when you see them smile, you just realize that you're pretending.

It's not the goodbye that hurts. but the flashback that follows.

Don't you wish you could record your dream and watch them back later ?

Someday I'll be happy. I'm just waiting for that someday.

tumpang bahagia :)

aku seronok tgk org lain bahagia, dapat apa diorang nak. sungguh ! seronok !

Munie dapat Emy. Kak Nad dapat Abang. Azie ada Kawan dia tu. Nik dgn Zaqwan happy. Julie dengan Edot. Hani dengan Ewan. semua pun happy. aku tumpang seronok ! :D

at least, orang sekeliling aku tak rasa apa aku rasa. kan ? :)

hujan.

Assalamualaikum.

tadi terbaca dekat blog Amira Atiya , dia cerita pasal hujan.

tiba tiba terus sebak.

tiba tiba terus sesak dada.

tiba tiba terus berair mata.

lama aku tahan.

tiba tiba hari ni berair balik.

rindu. sangat rindu.

"pakai ni. takpe dah biasa dah kena hujan, pakai je ! "

 kau biar dirimu basah, sakit diterjah hujan tatkala aku diselimuti keselesaan.

terima kasih, kawan.