This is gonna be the last. 

Raya kali ni sunyi, Atok dah tak ada.

Raya kali ni lain, papa sakit.

Raya kali ni sunyi, dia tak ada.

Raya kali ni tak seronok, Tok sorang-sorang. Dia sedih arwah Atok dah tak ada.

Raya kali ni tak seronok, sebab dua dua test MAF FAILED.

salah ke aku tak nak raya ? 

Lepas ni dah malas nak berblog dah. I QUIT LIFE. 

Telefon.

telefon rumah berdering. kringg kringg kringgg

aku : Hello, nak ckp dgn siapa ?

org : Arif ada ?

aku : errr. Arif ?

org : ye Arif.

aku : okay, Arif Rasyiddin ke Arif Haiqaal ke Arif Hazeem ke Arif Ruziman ? *giggles*

org : Arif Haiqaal.

aku : ohh okay. hang on. *jerit Haiqaal ! *



kenapa aku tulis ni ? errrrrr -_______________-"

could time slow down ?

so that 2nd August won't come ?

and so that 22nd October will never come ?

I really don't wanna go through it.

please.

I am not ready yet.

Ya Allah, pinjamkan kekuatan. Ameen.

words describe me.

I used to have the feeling yg bila tengok kat quotes or words, it is exactly how I felt. but then I just cant say it ! mcm, haaaa ! that is WHY ! korang tak pernah rasa ke ? tipuuuuu. pernah kan ? okay okay. selalu kan ? these are among of them. saja nak share ;)

I'm that person everyone replaces after a while.

It's so hard to believe how much can change in a year.

 this time last year things was completely different.

 I was completely different.

Growing up isn't as fun as I thought it'd be.

Your college friends know who you are but your high school friends know why.

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person.

But when you see them smile, you just realize that you're pretending.

It's not the goodbye that hurts. but the flashback that follows.

Don't you wish you could record your dream and watch them back later ?

Someday I'll be happy. I'm just waiting for that someday.