Thursday, December 30, 2010

:)


Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang itu, kalau seseorang itu tidak mengubah nasibnya sendiri

a person i know told me this. i was complaining about what i've become n how i hated my self and so on. i need some one to be there and remind me what i should and shouldn't do. i am that person who'll easily influenced by those around me. i keep on trying and failed too many times. there are times when i think i couldn't handle all these test anymore. but then i remembered reading a book which says ;

one will rewarded through how he faced his test. if he was pleased and patient, then Allah will pleased him. but if he was angry, restless, impatient, then Allah will wrath upon him.

and a friend of mine keep telling me that

good things come to those who wait patiently and prays

and here are some more :

orang yg berakal berbuat sabar pada hari pertama ditimpa musibah, sedangkan orang yg bodoh melakukannya setelah beberapa hari berlalu

okayy i belong on those who are stupid =='

see, it ain't easy to be good. it will cost you hell to change. the hardest battle is when you're against yourself. to be what you are not. to change who you are since you can remember. to be a better person though it hurts so much. it ain't that easy. never was and never will. you've been who you think you are for quite a while, been too comfort with it since like forever, and suddenly knowing it wasn't the way it should be. it hard. yes, it is damn hard. there are times when you just wanna give up. but think again, give up and end up in hell ? is it worth it ? or having such pain as hell to change and end up in heaven ? now that sound good. 

Turn to Allah. He’s never far away. Put your trust in Him. Raise your hands and pray. Ya Allah, Guide my steps, don’t let me go astray You’re the only one who can show me the way.




TAHNIAH HARIMAU MALAYA :')

Malaysia menang Suzuki Cup AFF 2010 ! gila kembang bangga jadik rakyat Malaysia ! yela, sebelum nih ramai yg kutuk player Malaysia itu la ini lah. tak kena lah. macam2 ! kesian dorang kan sebenarnye ? even aku sendiri malu bila baca paper player kita kena balun habis habisan. isk isk isk. kesiann~ tapi sekarang dorg da naik balik kan ? even better ! zaman kegemilangan Mokhtar Dahari bermula kembali kah ? alhamdulillah klu mcm tuh ! kan kan ? :D lepas ni boleh masuk World Cup dah la ek ? hahahaha. sikit lagi Harimau Malaya, sikit lagi ! so, you guys deserves a standing ovation and a round of applause. you guys make me PROUD :'D

Mohd Safiq Rahim

Mohd Safee Sali

K Rajagopal 

Mohd Muslim

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Tahniah Malaysia :D


Tuesday, December 28, 2010

bajet LARI ! =.=


aku da siapkn bajet for the whole cuti sem since before the holiday started. so walaupun tak kerja masa cuti nih *papa yang tak bagi okayy ! tak rasa sesak sgt since duit ptptn baru masukk, still have a lotx of it sebab ptptn dpt da nak end sem kan. so pegi mane2 pun tak pernah tak cucuk dinding dan tak pernah tak keluar duit. keep on spend and spending and spent ! sampai la semalam. rasa mcm da byk sgt aku beli nih. so did a list of what i bought with the whole price and so on, and guess what ? OVER BAJET SUDAH ! damn it ! cehhh. i can plan tp tak buat ikut plan. tak guna jugakk kan ? hailohh hailohh -.-"


so i rechecked what i am supposed to and not supposed to buy, so kalau ikut hati all of it is a must ! hahaha. hati penuh setan yg ajak beli mmg lahh -.-" berapa banyak spend ? ok, aku da belanja RM700 for benda tak penting and after deduct belanja yg patut for the first month, all that is left is only RM70 ! hamekk kau ! haha. so, no more buying, no more spending, no more i think i need this, no more i think this will go great on my closet or this would go fabulous on me, and what so ever ! haiyakkk ! kena lebih gigih menahan perasaan ingin membeli okayy. sgt sgt perlu lebih gigih !


so for the time being, everyday is a no shopping day. and just now i notice that i never have enough closet to fit all those shirt ! gila mampat closet aku ! need to squeeze all those shirt and need to push it when i want to close the door ! hailohh. gimana ini ? too many shirt is it ? but i just give away some of it to others the other day. plus there are some which have it own valuable memories, the one which i bought with my first salary, the one which my ex gave me, the which my che bought for me. ouhhhh, sayangg la nk buang ! :(  


will i one day end up like this ?? walawehh ! byk nye baju dia ! hahaha. nih pun aku rasa nak beli t-shirt utk kat rumah. asyik baju yg sama jekk. bosan dah nih. hehe. plus i wanted to buy a cameraa so badly ! just checked up on on of nikon ke canon entah but it was just about rm600 ! nak beli ! and i do need a new mattress sheets since my last bought it was on this awal tahun. and also need a new sandal laa. hailohh ! is it shopaholic ? it is the things that i need am i ?? or it is just me who were never thankful enough ? ke aku memang cepat bosan ? or aku yg tak creative to create a whole new thing ? arghh ! HELP ME !

* all pictures are credited to Mr. Google :)




Saturday, December 25, 2010

knight in shining armour come to the rescue ! again ! :D

again, electric kt uma aku buat hal. ape kne ntah lampu asyik liplap liplap. so papa sekali lagi call mr knight. die pun dtg dgn motor die, broom brooom brooom. sampai2 check punye check punye check ade mnde terbakar and so on bla bla bla * i dont talk electricity thingy and tadaa ! sume kembali seperti sedia kala ! ouhh ! you save my life again ! thanks ouhh :D
thats him alright ! :D
here is a secret ; he has been my knight in shining armour since like 2006 ! XP

lepaking ;D

i had an wonderful evening with my girls ! XD it was too wonderful sampaikan if cud tanak balik ! hehe.
it was greatt mann ! everything was so awesome ! ktorg karaoke, masuk tiap satu kedai kt jj tuh, makan cake kt secret recipe, pegi sane, pegi sini, ouhh ! sgt suke sgt suke ! XD




muke sengal >.<


plus, shopping tak lupe okee ! haha. bought this shirt, handbag, and jeans ! shoppaholic -.-" but i lovee them ! XD

Thursday, December 23, 2010

They Are Just Amaazingg ! XD

ok foinee ! aku tau aku lambat to know them but still, better late than never rite ? i was blogwalking and then i met up wif her
Maria Elena Zarul

she was freakin' aweesoomee ! love her style and mostly everything bout her ! gila gila pun iye and she kinda inspired me to be just like her ! kakak, anda idola kuu ! ouhhh ! XD *gedik kejap ;p love her videos bout she and her dato' (boyfriend die lahh !) and how to wear shawl like her, busan suda pakai the same style over and over. hahaha. so, watch read blogwalking know her thru here :)

Sue Anna Joe

cantik kan ? i just lovee the yellow. OMG so addicted to yellow nowadays ! okee, lari tajuk. i found this amazing woman thru kak Maria just now, she is someone famous, talented, amazingg ! n so on of course. love her style so muchhhs ! XD ohh, btw, she's a mom ! amazing kan how she can keep the figure ? n yet so stylish ! foinee. aku lambat to know her, tapi takpe, i do now ! :D

Aishah Amin


okayy. i dont know much bout her but i do know that she is an architecture lecturer. woahh ! style gila lecturer mcm ni ! nak jugak ! XD her style is just adorable isnt it ? and ohh see much more HERE and be amazed :D

and so from them, i learn more and more bout so many things ! and theres so many things i wud love to try thanks to these amazing woman ! so, sape cakap orang pakai tudung tak boleh bergaya hah ?? think again dude ! XP

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

on the road ! AT LAST! XD

aku da lama da dapat lesen. bulan june lepas lagi, tapi sangat la jarang drive. ade la skali tu drive ke tetttt pastu nak corner bule plak bercium dengan divider. bla bla bla the rest is history. effect nye ? ohh. aku fobia driving. even bila ibu drive pun aku cuak. bile member2 drive lagi la aku berdouble triple cuak ! and petang td, alhamdulillah aku berani kan diri drive pergi Giant dan sampai dengan selamat. but still , otw tu almost langgar moto, masuk semak, silap gear, lost control kejap and sket ag langgar keta depan . gila kau mak aku menjeritt ! bingit telinga ! hehe. tapi selamat sampai dan balik wlopun hujan lebat gile and tgn sejuk beku. alhamdulillah. at least da bule drive balik. kn kn ?

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

LARKIN BUILDING

utk orang malaysia for sure la mostly especially Johorian tau Larkin ni situated in Johor Bahru, ade stesen bas kat situ, agak crowded with lots of developement and so on. zaman kanak kanak ribena aku, aku menetap di Flat Larkin setiap akhir tahun bersama atok tercinta. Larkin back then was not so developed yet, tak ada Larkin Mall mcm skarang. yg ade cume Flat Larkin yg buruk dan stesen bas Larkin merangkupi pasar yg sesak besar gila dan kotorr . tapi now ? woahh ! aku terkejut tengok sial ! lain bebeno nye pun ! aktiviti harian aku masa kecik ; ikut atok pergi pasar Larkin, pergi kedai bawah beli gulagula, tunggu sepupu datang main kat padang, bertandang kat balkoni kecik yg pada zaman kanak kanak ribena aku rasa sungguh tinggi *sekarang pun dia masih tinggi -.-" . ok main point sebenarnye tadi aku surf net cari stuff and aku nampak gambar nih ;


Larkin Building, Buffalo, New York
The Larkin Building was designed in 1904 by Frank Lloyd Wright and built in 1906 for the Larkin Soap Company of Buffalo, New York. The five story dark red brick building used pink tinted mortar and utilized steel frame construction. It was noted for many innovations, including air conditioning, stained glass windows, built-in desk furniture, and suspended toilet bowls. Though this was a office building, it still caught the essence of Frank Lloyd Wright's type of architecture. Sculptor Richard Bock provided ornamentation for the building.

ok finee ! memang aku excited gila *macam budak jakun tengok nama dia ! sama weh ngn Flat Larkin aku ! kat New York gituu *there goes the jakunnes again -.-" well, im a Johorian, and proud to be walaupun da jarang balik sebab atok pindah Melaka and aku pindah Perak. but still , tanah tumpah darahku babe !


Flat Larkin, Johor
terkenang zaman kanak kanak ribena when Larkin was heaven ! sebab ? boleh jauh dari parents laa. pastu main kat padang bawah tu dengan ejat, nana, nadia. have fun each school holidays dengan atok yg sentiasa bagi apa aku nak *cucu kesayangan ! dengan che aku yg selalu tanye " fiqa nak pegi pantai lido tak ? makan rojak jom " pastu pergi pulak Flat Lumba Kuda , kadang kadang tidur sana and main kejar kejar ngn ejat satu flat *flat die HUGE , ejat duduk kat tingkat 8 ! ade time tu ktorg pegi City Square sebab ade bridge yg connect them together ! ohh. nostalgia zaman kanak kanak ;) tapi sekarang Lumba Kuda da tak ada da. da lama dirobohkan and been developed to something else. 
kalau tak Flat Lumba Kuda tu supposed to be sama ade on the right side or the left side aku pun tak egt. lebih kurang laa. i miss my childhood ! dan ohh aku nak balik Johor ! XD



Monday, December 20, 2010

thank you, knight in shining armour ! ;)

rumah aku black out pkul 12mlm tadi. papa puas dok tekan tekan mnde ntah kt kotak besar tuh tp takde effect. pastu papa keluar, datang la dua org hamba Allah dgn menaiki motor, broom brooom . die check check kotak kat luar, pastu check pulak kotak kat dlm. ke luar masuk ntah bape kali ntah tup tup ! dah terang ! there you go my lady, *berangan ;p dan lepas tu die pun balik. ohh dear knight in shining armour, thanks for lite up my dim night ! hahah. gila tak sedar diri die tu sepupu sendiri winkk winkkk ;)
pape pun still wanna say huge thanks for dear knight sebab or else, bepeloh peloh eden tidoq malam tadi ! ;)


Saturday, December 18, 2010

shopaholic -.-"

hari ni pergi beli baju kasut barang sekolah adik2 aku, sepatutnye aku tak beli ape sebab mostly barang sume da ade, akan tetapi ~


1. beg baru *kuning !
2. short 2 helai
3. baju sehelai


hampir hampir terbeli kasut, beg galas adidas, ear phone cute miut, serta bracelet *nasib baik tak sesuai .


arghh ! shopaholic is ain't that good babe, it's ain't that good ! tapi nasib baikla barang2 yg aku beli jenis biar murah asal bergaya punya ! hahaha. so memang sangat puas hati la hari nih. balik balik rumah selerakkan berteraburkan telentangkan kumpul semua  pastu belek satu satu, hah ! suka suka suka ! XD tapi still nak shopping lah. nak high heel satu, baju kurung pun nak beli lagi satu, jeans belum beli lagi, eyeliner, hahaha. jum teman saya bershopping ? winkk winkkk ! ;D

Friday, December 17, 2010

special thanks to mr Man ;)

mr Man :D
you dont know me. i dont know you either. i found u in the ocean among the other fish ! haha. i read your blog, yes, that blog of yours ! your words, the way you describe life, the way you appreciate your friend soo much, the way you get a grip after you fell. you amused me man ! ouhh ! XD *i'm damn amuseeddd ! i really wanna be friend with you actually, but i'm afraid since you have those great friend of yours that i wont stand a chance. never mind babe, its the words you choose that melt me up. I wanna be just like you :D you gave me the strength to bounce back, get a grip, and get a better awesomee life ! insyaAllah :) thanks man, i've realised that life are too awesome to be wasted over such sad fucking love story. broken hearted ? yes i am, but im moving on now. thanks to you mr Man you really are someone, i'm looking forward to be a friend of yours if i had the guts to which i dont :p i just wanna say thanks man, you are my new idol ! :D


the one was amused ; nuen ;)
saya terbaca satu artikel yg menarik di http://komuniti.iluvislam.com . So saya copy and paste untuk diri sendiri since it motivates me for a better life ;) 

Huzaifah al yamani melaporkan bahawa hati ada beberapa jenis, iaitu;

1. Hati yang jernih- seolah ada lampu di dalamnya dan ia dimiliki oleh orang yang beriman.
2. Hati yang gelap- dimiliki oleh orang kafir
3. Hati yang berkarat- dimiliki oleh orang yang dalam hatinya tidak sama dengan apa yang dikatakannya. Tahu tetapi mengingkari
4. Hati yang ragu- hati yang berisi iman dan munafiq. Berkata2 tapi berlainan dengan apa yang dikatakannya, dan kedua2nya mempengaruhi antara satu sama lain.

Perkara yang merosakkan hati.

1. Pergaulan yang tidak berfaedah
2. Sentiasa angan-angan.
3. Tidak berharap kepada Allah
4. Makan terlalu banyak sehingga kenyang.
5. Banyak tidur sehingga badan jadi lemah.
6. Memandang secara berlebihan.
7. Berkata-kata secara keterlaluan.

Penawar Bagi Hati

Nak merawat, perlu tau apakah jenis penyakit hati kita. Ada dua jenis;

1. Penyakit hati yang tak dapat dirasai. Lebih tertumpu kepada bodoh, nafsu syahwat, ragu-ragu, tidak yakin dengan halal dan haram. Ini adalah penyakit hati yang paling parah kerana mereka tidak dapat merasai dan tergolong dlaam peyakit rohani.

Cara nak mengubat, adalah dirinya sendiri. Iaitu kembali ke jalan yang benar dan lurus. Dan kembali kepda Allah. Biasanya yang menghidap penyakit ini hanya akan tahu apabila disedarkan oleh orang lain.

Mengubat penyakit hati yang ini sangatlah susah dan memang memerlukan kesabaran yang tinggi.

2. Jenis yang kedua ialah yang menyebabkan emosi penghidapnya terganggu. Mudah rasa sedih, marah, susah hati dsb.

Penawarnya adalah dengan mencari punca dan menjalani terapi. Ubatan yang disediakan biasanya hanyalah mengawal atau mengurangkan penderitaan. Tetapi sekiranya si pesakit bersedia, boleh diberhentikan sepenuhnya.

Penyakit yang kedua ini sekiranya tidak dirawat akan membawa kesan yang sgt buruk. si pesakit hati tidak akan merasa ini adalah satu dosa, bahkan mereka merasakan ini perkara biasa saja. Sedangkan ini adalah salah satu kesan yang lahir dari dosa-dosa si pelaku.

Ubat yang mujarab bagi hati adalah dengan mendampingi al quran, kerana al quran menyediakan ubat yang lengkap untuk kita. Al quran meliputi kehendak umat dan al quran juga boleh menjadi terapi untuk mengurangkan nafsu. Hati yang sentiasa menerima kebenaran seperti tubuh badan yang sentiasa menerima vitamin. Dengan iman, hati aka menjadi teguh. Dengan makanan yang sihat, tubuh badan akan menjadi sihat dan kuat.

Sekiranya pakaian adalah yang menutupi aurat manusia, yang menutupi aurat hati pula adalah taqwa.

"Wahai anak-anak Adam! Sesungguhnya Kami telah menurunkan kepada kamu (bahan-bahan untuk) pakaian menutup aurat kamu, dan pakaian perhiasan; dan pakaian yang berupa taqwa itulah yang sebaik-baiknya. Yang demikian itu adalah dari tanda-tanda (limpah kurnia) Allah (dan rahmatNya kepada hamba-hambaNya) supaya mereka mengenangnya (dan bersyukur)"

(Al-A'raaf : 26)


saya bukan dari golongan yang baik, so i need a lots of these to help me to get a better grip of myself.
 moga Allah bukakan pintu hatiku, Amin .

i hate growing up -.-"

i hate growing up. so, peterpan ! come and bring me to wonderland ! *gila sekejup 
peterpan nih is another fairy tale yg aku suka gila ! XD sebab ? i hate growing up.. mmg dari kecik aku selalu tengok cerita nih, and excited gila mase keluar version real world * bukan cartoon plus actor nye cute ouhh !
hahaha


The second star from the right ;



The second star to the right

Shines in the night for you

To tell you that the dreams you plan
Really can come true
The second star to the right
Shines with a light that's rare
And if it's Never Land you need
It's light will lead you there
Twinkle, twinkle little star
So I'll know where you are
Gleaming in the skies above
Lead me to the one who loves me
And when you bring him my way
Each time we say "Goodnight"
We'll thank the little star that shines
The second from the right



fairytales lover ; nuen

RAPUNZEL ;D


ok, aku ADDICTED gila dgn cerita nih ! SUPERB  la babe ! maybe jalan cerita die, cantik pe sume. ouh ! sangat childish anda ye. ye, saya memang agk childish plus i loveee fairy tales ! XD


comel kan kan ? haha. sangat cute ! ibu, nak satuuu ! XD


part yang paling aku suka, sebab sweet and cantik ! XD

Healing incantation ;

Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine

deep inside ; bring back what once was mine ;(

something from Quizilla ;)

An extrovert is a person who is energized by being around other people. This is the opposite of an introvert who is energized by being alone. Extroverts tend to "fade" when alone and can easily become bored without other people around. When given the chance, an extrovert will talk with someone else rather than sit alone and think. In fact, extroverts tend to think as they speak, unlike introverts who are far more likely to think before they speak. Extroverts often think best when they are talking. Concepts just don't seem real to them unless they can talk about them; reflecting on them isn't enough. Extroverts enjoy social situations and even seek them out since they enjoy being around people. Their ability to make small talk makes them appear to be more socially adept than introverts.



Thursday, December 16, 2010

tengss to ciknanard



1. berikan nickname untuk saye??
akak comel ! :D


2. ucapan untuk pemberi award?
mkaseh akak ! sy budak baru belajar~ hahah

3. berikan 6 artis, singer, group or band yang korang minat?
secondhand serenade
paramore
one republic
kelly clarkson
lee min hoo
lee teuk


4. bagi award ni kepada mereka yang bertuah
saya takde sape sape ag ! -.-"

DEEP inside

There is always going to be that one person you wish you could be with, even after knowing that person doesn't want to be with you.

She reveals the idiosyncrasies of being Malaysian ;)

Honk ! If you're Malaysian - Lydia Teh


i've accidentally read this book while waiting for my cik . she was shooping some groceries while i'm spending times on Popular. it was damn interesting ! you will smile or laugh out loud and later ponder the home truths that she has conveyed. woahh ! i love it ! XD





I'm truly sorry



I know I promised I'd never make you cry;
I know it hurts but please dry your eyes.

I will give to you whatever you need;
A hug, a kiss, just tells me please.

To see you cry is a terrible sight;
Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight.

I'll do anything you want to make you proud;
I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud.

I love you to much to see you cry;
Please sweetheart don't say goodbye.

Don't push me away I must stay near;
To gently wipe away your tears.

If we must truly say goodbye;
One more time just close your eyes.

And let us share one final kiss;
For you are the love, I will forever miss. 



-matthew-

abang posmen !


aku tatau lah kenapa tapi memang aku selalu menantikan kehadiran abg posmen nih.
kalau dengar motor abang posmen tu dari jauh pun aku da excited terlebih !
kadang kadang siap jerit dekat adik aku ckp ; "cidin ! pegi tengok ade surat tak ! "
walaupun surat tu bukan tuk aku, still aku excited ! haha
kenapa ?
nk ckp abg posmen nih macho, tidak pun.
maybe aku tunggu orang bagi aku surat kot.
malangnye tak ada yang nak aku surat -.-" 
takpe. aku tak kesah walaupun takde yg nak bagi surat.
the excitedness bring me joy and happiness !
ouhhh ! XD





i miss seeing it swings on it own <3 

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

DEEP inside

It comes to the point that you just love someone so much that even though it hurts so much to stay, you keep holding on.It's because you can always let go of all the pain, but never the little happines you get out of loving that person .
dedicated to pakcik bonchet .

bintang ohh bintang !

 

cantik kan bintang nih ?
 i wish one day i'll have the chance to lay down and watch this beauty all night !
sesungguh nye nureen seorang pencinta bintang ! *hyperbola
bila tengok pemandangan yg cantik ke, orang yg cantik ke, ape ape la yang cantik mesti teringat papa cakap ;
kalau setakat puji kosong jek tak gune, cube puji dan bersyukur, ingat kat ALLAH, zikir sekali. baru tak sia sia puji keindahan tu .
dan saya akan terus teringat ;

surah Al-Imran, ayat 190 - 191 ;

sesungguhnya dalam penciptaan langit dan bumi, dan pergantian malam dan siang, terdapat tanda-tanda kebesaran Allah bagi orang yang berakal, iaitu orang yang mengingat Allah sambil berdiri, duduk atau dalam keadaan berbaring, dan mereka memikirkan tentang penciptaan langit dan bumi seraya berkata , " Ya Tuhan kami, tidaklah Engaku menciptakan semua ini dengan sia-sia; Maha Suci Engkau, lindungi lah kami dari azab api neraka ."

apa kena mengena ayat atas ni dengan yg papa cakap ? 
tidakla saya tahu. saje nak share. hehe ;)